hmmm....

everything is interesting again
and i am thinking again
and i am also
calming down

and i learned tonight what the line is
and where
tonight i was able to perceive it
hold it in my thoughts
in the present
thru the duration

i understand the need for a seperation

it's been saturating
without any good time
just moments
that begin to lose their magic
because a moment should be fleeting
not repetitious

words start to lose a little meaning

i am thinking
"already?"

and i hope it is just me

so we'll see
what happens tomorrow
more importantly
what happens
the next day

and if i really will stay...

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i just don't know