i feel differently about my birthday this year. i took it very quietly, i spent much of it alone. i had a few beautiful hours of mommy and mabyl time.
i can't tell anymore if i am sad. i learned i walk around like a zombie. i learned i am emotionless.
im learning to wait beofe the kill. to slow down as i talk.
thinking before speaking.
i keep forgetting how long it has been since i have seen you, and the lenght in which it will be until i do.
sleep well.
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