knives out.
today there has been thunder and rain, and i have decided i will not go to my culinary lab tonight, even though i should- i should not miss a class- or any classes, but this is my birthday week, and i don't have one (not a one) not a single day off to celebrate, im so busy, spread so thin, i need this night to chill with my sweet husband and relax.
i'm tired of everyone. people are mowing my soul to a fine powder.
i can't think about the points i've lost forever. i can't think im losing my edge, nerve, drive or determination. fuck that. i know what i want to do. i know what i am capable of. no one else in the world is going to give me time. no one else in the world knows anything.
i want to turn off the sky.
i need tonight, tonight is mine.
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