you never know the hard roads until they're underfoot, and
out of control.
doesn't matter how many steep, rocky paths upon which you've embarked-
you can only get better.
learn and try-
fuck up and learn-
learn how to live and accept the inevitable life dice-
we all die.
i have so much to live for.
so much to be thankful for.
i have so many to love and who love back.
some love is distant.
some love is close by,
some love is an ebb tide-
the shore you will always look
for footprints.
people come
people go.
i will come
and i will go.
but-
not now, please
universe
god
truth-
it is not yet my time.
please don't take me away....
(victory)
